I had a best friend named Harris Lorne Roy, it was a great loss for me.. I still grieve & it’s been 2 years But I’m pretty sure I’m allowed! I don’t have much people to tell this but I sometimes miss him a lot, & he wasn’t around for a year or so before he went.. His mom, and family are supportive, somewhat crazy.. But which family isn’t?
I met Harris numerous years ago on a social network called MSN, I had heard of Harris and how “popular” he was so I decided to add him. the day went on we talked, and about an hour of talking I asked if he’d like to be my best friend he enjoyed the idea for some reason I will never know. The first time I went to his house I thought, I’m a girl I can’t do this I’m shy, but I wasn’t the kind of girl who wanted kisses under the stars or a first love w. a history.. I was the kind of girl who was interested in playing games, and playing mean jokes on girls with the boys I hung around with. Harris had an older brother named Jeremy, and we were friends i guess i could say, the first time we met he started playing with my curly hair like we knew each other, he became important to me. harris and I were inseparable after that week of visiting. I was with him for months on end, we slept in the same room, on the same bed, under the same blanket, and all we’d do is talk about what’s happening and if I liked some guy or if he thought a girl was cute… After weeks of being together my parents thought telling me about me & Harris’ past would be awesome, so I listened and really enjoyed it. It turned out that Harris and I disliked each other as young ones, we’d always wrestle or bite each other.. I knew we weren’t just best friend’s out of curiosity. After that I practically moved in, but I never showered at his house, it didn’t seem right cause all our guy friends were always there. One day I needed to shower & my parents weren’t home so Harris told me just to have one at his house, and I begged him to stand by the door so I can feel safer about it, and he did so.. He stood there the whole time & talked to me. We giggled and chatted, it was really a moment of trust. I really trusted him, and his choices. It didn’t matter what it was, I stood by him & he stood by me too.. 2 years into the friendship & were like brother & sister, I couldn’t get enough of him! I had to move to Ile-a-La-Crosse for a year & we called each other almost every night. Him or his brother would sing for me, cause I enjoyed it & I think they knew! haha.. Harris knew I had a crush on his brother Jeremy, he would always tease and one night I thought it would be right to kiss Jeremy, but of course Harris knew it was cute actually.. My best friend and his brother, now they were the two greatest boys I’d do anything for.. When I was living in another town, I was only there for the weeks, I’d always leave for Beauval on a Friday or Thursday! Harris was the kind of person to make you feel Better if you knew you were doing something bad.. When I made the choice as a teen to trust thee only guy that has seen the worst and best side of me, it was the right choice. It was the right way, we were just right. He was my ear, and my heart.. When he found love, I really respected that.. He had a BEAUTIFUL daughter named hailey, and she’s the most precious like her dad.. Harris always cared a little too much, sometimes a little less but I never got that treatment.. well seriously anyway! Harris, I guess I just want to say thank you for having a piece of my heart and trust.. You have been my Kleenex, my shoulder, my blanket, my brother, my best friend, my help, my support. Yeah, yeah he’s just a guy that I respected but he was thee best guy.. 2 years too long Harris, I miss you. I promise your daughter & I will be okay as well as the love of your life! I needed closure but I’m pretty sure I knew the details, I needed a hug but I’m sure you gave me it, and the dreams I have of you are wonderful/enjoyable. I love the smiles you have, or the feelings your feeling. Things would be different if you were here, so different. I wish all these words could bring you back, I wish my love & memories would bring you back.. ❤❤❤❤❤ I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU.. YOU SHALL REST IN PARADISE FOR ANOTHER 50 YEARS UNTIL I GET THERE ☺ ~ I still count the days brother! ❤❤❤❤